I need feedback good opinions asap!
Please help if u can.
Long story short
I’m married for 16 yrs, my husband is 10 yrs older and very aggressive mannered , all of our friends knows this , always been that way , not allowed to go out with friends, everything has to be his way always
If i talk back ,argue back calling me horrible names , **** , ********ing piece of ****, retard, ********ing semen!! Stupid , idiot,not a mother a *****,I could go on and on but u get the point.
Put up with it , he pretty much isolated me from everybody, also have 3 kids
We had good times too but i always went along whatever he wanted to do ,
About a year ago he met a guy they have a same hobby and he’s coming often here, has a daughter, raising by himself
I know him for more then a year now And about a month ago , out of nowhere ( my marriage lowest point)i completely have fallen for him, i cant function , i feel like a 16 yrs old , dream about him all day long
He is a gentleman so he would not start anything but I feel like im soo in love with him
My husband is the kind of guy who would kill for this stuff, and i am serious