I just feel so lost!!! My husabnd and i have been seperated back and forth for a year…he left the last time in january,saying he had no other choice??he blames me for everything…I know of 2 women,of course he denies doing anything only having contact,talking thats it.Im completely broken and yet again i made a fool of myself again this morning,if he hangs up ,yells,doesnt respond…he knows i will start texting or go to him…everytime.ive done some reading and i know he is a true narcissist /maybe verging on socio path.do i stay away no?do i run no!i feel like his ways are making me crazy!when so many people would of walked by now,and he curses me,shoves me,cheats and im crying???i know this is wrong every bit….i know i have noone else here to turn too,most of my friends will not speak to me because of the split,because of the line of work he does.im so sad,angry,im lost and many times just wanted to dissapear!!!! i want to meet new people,just dont know what to do….please,please someone help!!!!! my knees shake,hands,i dont sleep!and he just carrys on like nothing else….and im a mess.