Hello everyone,
My boyfriend and I are together for about one year and a month and our relationship is loving and just wonderful. Our sex life is also totally satisfying for both of us and we have sex quite often. But there is one problem due to his insecurity. I am his first girlfriend and he is already 24. Therefore he had alot of time worrying about himself being not normal or anything in the past. And you can still notice that in his behavior sometimes. Especially, when it comes to sexual things.
Before our relationship, I enjoyed reading an erotic story or even watch a little porn movie every now and then but I know, he would be more than disappointed, he’d be completely devastated, if he knew. He keeps telling me how wrong and disgusting ALL kinds of porn movies or stories are to him. Furthermore, he has big difficulties with his self esteem but just at this matter. When he heard me telling my best friend on the phone that I fancy a singer or actor, he started to cry and was hurt so badly… And it’s hard for me to get back all his reliance on me again.
Anyone who has similar experiences or tips?
Thank you!