Hello All,

I have already posted in this forum before my marriage.(1.5 yr back apprxoimately). I am happily married and have a child now. Though, I had gay feelings initially before marriage, I managed to control it.

But nowadays, I am feeling the same urge again and again. I am in desperate need of sex with a guy, but controlling it. I cry internally while I see my baby playing with me and when I see my wife who loves me always. Despite all these things, gay thoughts keep coming int my mind.

I have a hesitation when I look straight at guys who are looking smart and I always fear if our sight will make them to find out about my inclination. I am worried and confused and not able to get rid of these thoughts.

Please help me.