Hello guys,

i am 30 yr old guy and I teach in a college. I have been married to my wife for 6 yrs now.She is of same age as me.I have had wonderful sex life with my wife.I was virgin at the time of my marriage, my wife was not.,I have only had sex with my wife in my life.My wife is very strict about my grooming and our sex life. She doesn’t like to compromise on these two things. So I have started visiting gym right after marriage and been doing till now religiously.I have also been doing yoga and it helped me to strengthen my self control as well as stamina.I have also become really good at personal grooming.All in all she wanted her husband , ie me, to look fit and handsome when she go out with me and I didn’t disappoint her. It means I look better than most my peers and colleagues. Thanks to my lovely wife. I am sorry if it sounds like I am bragging but I felt this introduction is necessary for what I am about to ask you.

So I am a lecturer in a college.I am specialized in a subject and teach all year students.I am a lively guy so I try to make environment as light as I could around me.It means I joke around and stuff and due to this I have good repertoire among my colleagues as well as my students. My female colleagues young as well as old consider me their friend and share what’s been going on in their life and for married women it’s mostly related to her husband , in laws or sex lives. They tell me because I listen. Just one thing I learned very early in my life. In past several years a few of colleagues have tried to get intimate but I honestly never did anything.I know how their husband would feel if somehow they find out. So I brushed off their advantages and tried to show them the right way.It’s not in my control what they did with our other male colleagues after I dismissed their advances.

As I told you earlier I like to keep environment around me tension free so I teach in such a way that student don’t get bored and try to engage them in learning and luckily students like me for that.Now most of my girl student are sweet and talk to me nicely if they wanted to ask something or just general chatting.First thing I do when I enter a class for first time is give my contact no. to students so that they can ask their doubt anytime they feel it and yes many times boys call me and ask nonsense but I can deal with it because some times a genuine student ask his doubt. Hence my no. is with all my students.

Many times girls have come up to me individually asking to increase their internal marks in return of some favors. I mean I am very generous in internal marks but some girls score so much in theory that they need like 48 out of 50 from internal marks to clear the overall passing cutoff. Usually they are rich ,careless girls. Some are vague and only say that they are ready to for a movie with me which usually means they are ready for some sexual stuff. Others are blunt and would directly say they would suck my dick or fuck me in my cabin for marks.Seriously I just find it funny and just tell them that I will give them marks so they can pass but don’t offer themselves for just marks. And I advise them not to encourage other girls to say such stuff to professors for marks because a few would take it seriously.These girls are 18-24 yr olds and they understand that it’s not worth it for some marks. I am glad I never took advantage of them as it would really mess their mind and emotions perhaps.

So this year has just started in July. We have a new batch and I have a new class to teach.I as usual introduced myself and distributed my contact details. First year students are usually shy for first few days so I make sure to open them up so they can enjoy their classes and college life.There was this girl in that class, shy and introverted. All students warmed up in a week except her. She would listen to my lectures attentively and would sit on front desk.I noticed that she wouldn’t chat with anyone and eat lunch by herself.It intrigued me that how come she is not in any group. I asked around to students and they say that she likes to keep to herself. Everytime I taught the class I observed her behavior. I thought she might not be good in studies and feeling inferior to her classmates. But I was wrong as in my first class test she scored ,well, maximum marks. I thoroughly checked her answer sheet thrice and even asked my wife to take a look at it.Her answers were just too good to not give marks. Hence my theory of she being not good in studies was debunked.

When she came to collect her answer sheet to my cabin , I offered her a seat and asked her why she was so introverted and not befriended anyone.She says she doesn’t like many people.I clearly thought that it must be some psychological problem but she started talking with me.I thought good she is opening up so I asked her casual questions and few minutes later she started telling my about her family and background and asked me about same.For first time I saw her talking excitedly. So I kept talking and listening to her. When I told her that I  am married I noticed that she suddenly stopped talking and excused her out of my cabin. Strange huh!

She was silent for upcoming week but resumed talking later, She would often come to my cabin and ask questions which I clearly thought she knew the answers beforehand but nevertheless I explained them to her.I had a feeling that she wanted to spend time with someone she could talk to and I thought she is a kid out of school so if she feels she likes to talk to me so be it.I offered her to come to me if I am free and we can have chat not necessarily about studies.She gleefully agreed.So she would visit every day and we’d chat random stuff.She then out of blue asked if I had many girlfriends before marriage, I coughed and laughed a bit and told her no, I haven’t . She asked why I said because I was shy back then like her.She said but I am not shy.I said yes you are. how come you don’t make friends then.She said she doesn’t like them and she likes me and I am her friend and asked “you are my friend , right?”. I didn’t want to hurt the feeling of a kid so I said ofcourse I am.So our friendship continued. In second test she again scored maximum.I am telling you she is some genius in my subject. but not so in others.She has very low marks in other subjects.

She then once asked me if she could call me or whatsapp me to ask question on other subjects.Now as a teacher we have also cleared all those subjects and have fair amount of idea so I said sure I will see how  I can help you.

Following night I got msg on whasapp, my wife was asleep then.I replied and she casually asked a few things then start chatting things unrelated to studies. This happened everyday I don’t know but I didn’t want to say her to stop msging me late at night.

3 weeks ago she asked me if I could give her private tuition in her home . I said I don’t give any.She just was so adamant and requested so many times in person and on msg and phone.I finally agreed.i talked to her mom over phone , she was in some other city and by the look of her apartment she seems very rich which indeed she is after she told me about her property.

So I would go with her to her apartment after college hours and teach her for 2 hours then leave for my home. My wife works too so she doesn’t know about it.i thought it’s better if she doesn’t know because she is possessive about me and would ask thousand questions about the girl and other stuff.

Now from second day onward I noticed that she would change into skimpy clothes as soon as we reach her house like very think sleeveless top and shorts and other such provocative dresses.Now please don’t get me wrong, nothing wrong with girls wearing these dress but she wouldn’t wear anything underneath the said top and her breast was easily visible. For second time in my life I was feeling hesitant to say something to a girl, first time being when my wife asked me if I was virgin on our wedding night. I hinted her a couple of times that I was uncomfortable with her choice of dresses but she on purpose brushed them away. But I kept my focus on teaching her but it was clear that she never wanted to learn anything.She would say let’s talk , we can study later.

She seduced me for next two weeks in many ways and it was really hard to cope with that.For first, I never thought about any sexual stuff for any other woman except my wife in my life. Second  I never think about my students like that. But she didn’t take the hint that I can’t do what she wanted.Her touching me made the matter worse,3 days ago I decided I can no longer teach her in private as my feelings were getting out of hand and I didn’t want to exploit a little girl. So 2 days ago I was at her home and told her that I can’t teach her anymore , she got visible upset , I tried to reason with her that I have some personal reason , she starts crying saying I don’t like her, I said no it’s not like that.She kept repeating that and said nobody likes her and I am the only guy she liked in her life.I tried to convince her that she wouldn’t want to have a relationship with a married man and told her that I am not seeking a relation either as I love my wife.

I was sitting on sofa next to her when I was saying that, she got up and sat on my lap much to my shock and put her arms around me and said “I know you are married and I am not asking you to leave your wife for me,I like you very much and sexually attracted to you and I want to have sex with you over and over until college course completes, then I have to leave to some foreign university for my masters and we won’t see other much, trust me I won’t tell anyone and no one will know ever ” These were her exact words.

I was numb with all this stuff and just blabbered a bit , she put her lips on me and kissed me for a moment.At this time my mind stopped working altogether as it was too much for me to handle.I kissed her back , kiss turned into smooch then her shoulder bone invited me to kiss them , one thing led to another I was all naked and she was in between my legs giving me blowjob which I never thought I would get anyone except my wife.I totally got sucked into the moment and we had been having sex for many hours until my phone ranged.It was my wife , I got out of the lust and answred the call. I was still inside her , so finishes as soon as I can and took a bath and excused myself out of her house. Before leaving I made sure she was Ok , she was smiling all along and clearly didn’t want me to leave but I had to. She got the better of me and I have developed a feeling for her now.Her cute face is too much to not like it. I kissed her good bye and reached my home.Didn’t tell this about my wife , obviously and excused myself to sleep when wife asked for some fun.

Next morning I woke up confused as fuck and still i am as to whether what I did was right or wrong . I am not going to college for 2 days now and to her I am saying that I am sick. She is clearly curious to know if I am ok and wants to visit and I have been holding her off.

My questions to experienced and to those who have been to this situation in past:

Should I keep having sex with my student if she keeps asking me same?
Am I unknowingly exploiting her? But I swear to god, I never initiated or asked for it.
Honestly my heart says I shouldn’t do it for the sake of my wife but my mind says that I should as fucking her has given me excitement I never felt in my life before.

I seek answers from experts here , will there be some hidden consequences to it that I don’t know of yet?
She clearly said that she wants to have sex only as long as she completes the coarse and she will be leaving the country thereafter. She even refused my suggestion to seek a guy of her age . She only wants me and no one else. And lastly she is 18 so not minor and she is the greatest seductress I have ever seen in real or online.To answer further  no she was not virgin , she didn’t tell me who was the guy and when was that and I didn’t force her to. Even today she texted inquiring about my health and saying she is waiting for our next love session.

Thanks for any help .