I am working in private company, happily married for 5 years. Have 2 kids, My age is 32. Recently A divorced female of my age joined my team. We didn’t talk much at first but after 3 months she messaged me and we started talking. It was continuously for 8 days. And our chat leads to sex chat. We decided to meet outstand watcha movie. We did foreplay eg. Kissing, pressing breasts etc. after that we talked about our relationship and she told me that she doesn’t want to have sex with me. The next day she again messaged me to meet outsider a movie. We always divides the expenses. So we meet second day too and we did more like blow job and vagina touching etc in the washroom of the mall. Now she told me that she wants to have sex but sex can’t. As she is in love with someone. I asked her if you love someone then why are you with me. She didn’t answer it.she always says I miss you, I like you and all. I am in confusion. what does she want. Please answer in a good manner. And don’t judge.