How do I get rid of the guilt that haunts me after my mother’s death?
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I am 22 years now. When I was 17 and lived with my mom and dad and I was not in touch with girls. Once I read sex story of mom and son and after that my feeling rose for having sex with my mom.
I know it was not possible and wrong but I started to see her nude by hiding without her knowledge. I started imaging about her and it became a daily habit. After a few days nightfall or natural emissions started occurring. I hated that but I could not control.
After few days I stopped thinking about my mom, but nightfall continued due to which I felt very guilty. When I was 20 she died.
My past thoughts and acts haunt me daily that what I did to her when she was alove. Even today I feel guilty about that. What to do? I was a good student but this thing makes me so embarrassed that now it is very hard to pass a single exam or to do 1 hour of continuous study.
Please help me.
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Its a very sad thing to know about your mothers demise. You had committed a blunder mistake by thinking about your mother in such a way. For instance, a great person once said when asked about his definition of birthday as , ‘ Its the only day when you cried and your mother smiled’!.
Nevertheless, in life, people tend to make mistakes, but when the person reflects back positively and rectifies it then he is a true human being. So makes yourself indulge in to studies, work hard and make yourself a great personality in the mere future, and prove yourself to her .This is all your mother wanted her son to be!
All the best