Hello!

I have a typical question about sex controlling aspect. Technically speaking, if people aren’t in love, they tend to forget their sexual desires on their opposite sex in 42 days and this is what researchers claimed. What if we have sex feelings on our aunt and we aren’t able to forget them despite of being 6 months away from them?

I generally don’t move freely with girls. I’m an introvert. I’m 25, and my aunt is somewhere around 36. They used to stay close to us. She’s wife of my dad’s brother. If I have sex with her will it be incest case?

The thing is, we came into many hot opportunities like sleeping together, touching each other, tease each other, spend time together while cooking, she used to pinch me on my stomach while I tease her and worst thing is while me and my are watching TV, imran hasmi’s song came and the remote didn’t worked at that time and we are forced to watch the sex scene by that time she started staring at me…. as if she’s expecting me to change the channel and my bad.. the remote didn’t worked. She sat pretty uncomfortably, by closing her legs and holding her hands in between them as we are sitting next to each other, I can listen to her exhalation clearly.

Few days later, she changed her clothes infront of me (just the saree), I don’t know she did it intentionally. I used to drop her on my bike and her boobs used to touch my back. She behaves in different ways like she sometimes appears to be normal with me, at times she behaves like a milf by touching my stomach while standing and gives me hugs, etc.

One time, while she’s holding me from side as we are having a casual talk, I intentionally touched her navel and rubbed my pennis negligibly on her thigh and she didn’t complain as she just looked into my eyes for a second and then she continued talking, but someone knocked the door and she just removed my hand and went to attend them. After few hours, she asked me to upload a song on her mobile and while doing it, she leaned on my back as her boobs were clearly leaning on me and both of our breaths increased and at that time someone came and immediately she changed her position.

She calles me to her house while her husband is leaving for work claiming that she’ll teach me how to cook and I used to go and that time, she’s talks really well and we used to spend some time and I returns back, but at times we tend to touch each other at casual places like hands, shoulders.

I got many opportunities of proposing or asking her whether she’s interested in having sex, but I’m really scared that this might ruin our relationship. She might have different thoughts, but few incidents made me feel like that…

She got some great assets and I tend to masturbate thinking about her and she’s ranks #1 in my list of masturbation. Whenever I think about her, I gets erection and though I know it’s not right, but still….

I just want to clear that feeling and I just don’t want to have this kind of feeling in my mind. Is it just the way I think like expecting the things to happen or just hallucination? So, please suggest me how to control myself.

Thanks!