Hi there im new at this, i have never been on a forum site to discuss any of my personal life, but at this time i really need some advice and talk to people about it, i recently caught my husband looking at porn on the net, how i cam to that was one night he was awake till 4am on the comp, but for some reason the next morning i felt i wanted to see what he was looking at on the computer at that time??? something told me to because he has been up many times before and i never checked up on him until now..it was like i had a feeling, so i went into the history and saw he had been looking at pictures and porn i was shocked and very upset i further looked in to the history and saw 5 days prior to porn he searching alot of different dating sites…im now very confused as to what he his looking for, we have a great sex life even better then ever i have been with him for 21yrs, i confronted him and first he denied it until i said i can show him what he was looking at the dating sites he has no idea, so a few days go by i told him i was having the computer taken in to see about the dating sites if they were his that we may be over, i brought up at the same time he was on kijiji looking at personal sites as well and that’s when he admitted to clicking the dating sites at the bottom as advertisement, i ask him why he was and he said he was looking for images. what do i do, i wish i can see if he ever registered on any of them or responded to any, i checked his only email that i know he has and can’t seem to find anything there, please someone tell me what this sound’s like to you.
i’m very confused and have no idea what to do i now feel very awful about myself cant seem to really look in the mirror and i cant stop thinking about all of this.