Hello Everyone,
I am 33 Y/o Married, Man. I am working professional having own office. I had hired one of the female around 5 Year ago when she was fresher, I trained her. Gradually I developed sexual feelings for her. I used to masturbate thinking of her. Even after marriage I do it some times. We are very friendly in this 5 years. She had attended my marriage too. She is unmarried and 27 years old now.

I have 2 more female employees too. Last month she stopped coming to office and stopped replying to my calls and whats-app too. After a week she replied that she doesn’t want to continue office. I replied her to give resignation in writing and hung up the call.

Few days later she came to office and when I asked her about reason. She said I am giving more attentions to freshers and not attending her so she felt I don’t need her anymore but hesitating to ask her to leave. I made her to feel comfort and she got ready to join back after a cry and talk of 2 hours. I asked her to tore her resignation letter, she did it happily and joined immediately. I felt like I can take a chance today.

That evening we both worked little bit late after office working hours. Only 2 of us were at office. We again had a talk and while leaving I asked her for hug. She happily hugged me. They I asked her May I kiss You? She replied Yes. I again asked you know very well I am married right? She said Yes. Then we kissed passionately. We did french kiss as well as deep tongue kiss. She is a great kisser. She told me she used to have BF in college. But right now she is single. After a couple of minute of kiss, we started to shut down PCs. They I again asked her to kiss. This time we kissed more passionately. I got hard this time I was poking it on her lower belly. I knew she was feeling it too. She said that kisses were such a stress relieving for her and feeling well now.

Next day everything was normal, after office hours I told her I don’t believe we kissed. It was like a dream. She laughed in funny way and we kissed again. This kissing session happened 4-5 times in last month after very good day as celebration or after a hectic day to get relaxation from stress. She knows very well that this is just for fun there is not affection for each other.

Should I go further? I want to kiss her neck and squeeze her boobs. I want to finger her. Not thinking about sex now. What to do next?