Hi Anjali aunty
I love your blog very much, I am a 28 years old married woman from good background. I had a arrange marriage and I love my hubby very much till today, but my hubby is always business minded and stay less time in home and most of the day I stay alone in my home and its very boring for me to stay alone. My hubby cares a lot for me and he suffers from lack of sexual desires and can’t satisfy me sexually, he has low sperm count he can’t even fertile me.
We got married one year before and he had under gone for medical tests but the doctor said he take 2 to 3 years to get recovery from low sperm count.I felt more upset and my initial fantasy is to become mother but everything has become a dream now. More over that he does not satisfy me sexually and my sexual desire is becoming very high day by day.
Due to my sexual desires my fantasy in sex arouse me a lot, I had a chance to have an affair with a guy who stay nearby my home but I avoided him because I love my hubby very much and I can’t even think off  that. At the initial stage my fantasy was to become a good mom but when doctor said due to my hubby’s problem I cannot become a mom I become more upset but now my fantasy has changed to have sex with 3 to 4 guys in a group for many days at a safe place and go for nude modelling in a safe place, so that my hunger for sex can some how come down and I can live happily for few days.
Due to my sexual desire and my fantasy I started to visit pubs and consume vodka more just because of this problem only. Anjali aunty help me out from my problem, is my fantasy to have sex with 3 to 4 guys at safe place is right  or wrong.
Thinking about this problem my alcohol consumption is becoming more and more. More over now a days my hubby is mostly out of town for more days and I feel I am alone in this world. Please help me out Anjali Aunty and other members