We recently invited Kavitha, a lady friend of mine from school, to stay with us. She will be helping take care of my daughter while I work nights. Today me and my husband were talking and joking around, I asked him if he could keep his hands off Kiyomi while I was at work. He laughed and said he would never cheat on me. I then told him I wasn’t worried because Kiyomi is gay. He was taken aback, kind of shocked. He said I should have told him that before inviting her to stay with us. I asked him if her being gay made any difference and he said no but he didn’t sound like he meant it.

He denies being a homophobe but I don’t fully believe him. Now that I think about it, I remember him saying things against gay’s in his work. I wonder what he would say if he found out that I once had a homosexial encounter with Kiyomi and another lady. I’m tempted to tell him just to see his reaction.