My partner girlfriend confessed to me while i was drunk . Most of the time she is normal with me, and is mostly happy around me.

We have our share of fights and she feels to put mostly them on me. When i was drunk one night she said all of this to me,

She is seeing a therapist, and he says i will be responsible for her miseries.

She said i am madarchod, she spat on face, said that she wants to kill me and many more, i was not able to take care of myself in sleep and all i was hearing was constant rants and these abuses. (I am not a alcoholic and drink like once in 6 months)

It’s a honest to god, earth shattering for me. In a lot of fights she uses this and says that she does not feel like coming to me anymore and is hiding stuff from me but this is too much.

If a person is not taking care of me when i am drunk when will they? She have said she suffers from mental illness and its a good thing that she is seeing a therapist, but why am i being used as a net for all the miseries.

My insecurity is that i am thinking of marrying her and she was thinking too, but it’s worrying for me that she thinks this of me.