It’s been long since I even logged in to this great forum. Apologies for that. I want to tell you about a Massage Parlour that I visited, but now feeling ashamed and guilty.

I went to visit a city, and I was staying at a residence in the heart of the city. After a hard week of walking and roaming, I decided to have a massage.

I found a Spa nearby. It had all sorts of massages. I asked the receptionist for a massage, that is soft and pain relieving. She suggested I go for Thai soft massage and a female therapist. And she gave me a bill for Rs 5000 for 2 hrs.

I entered the room and the the woman was actually from Thailand and to my surprise in the spa uniform. She draped me in a towel and started massaging. It was great.

After 90 mins, the therapist removed the towel and asked me to have a shower. I was lying naked with a little towel covering my butt. I told her that I still have 30 mins left, (she didn’t speak english properly). She asked me Rs 2000 for that massage. I thought she wants Rs 200 as tips, I said I will tip her, she then started the rest of the massage from my butts. It was good then she started inserting her finger into my butt. I yelled NO! And asked her “what are you doing?”, she said okay Sir, “you! touch me”. I said never, just do your massage.

Seeing my heart pounding, she asked me to relax and closed my eyes with a towel. I was totally relaxed then she asked me to turn. I then was facing the ceiling with a towel on my  eyes. I had a very big Boner, that even the towel could hide. She said I am a trained therapist, I have seen everything and removed everything and I was completely naked.

She then started massaging my groin area. I was very horny and my dick was vibrating. I was so ashamed, and told her that, no-one has ever touched in that area. She was surprised and asked me my age. And asked me whether I had a girlfriend. (I am not married, 27 and never had a girlfriend). After seeing my hard dick, and that jerking whenever she touched my lower abdomen and thighs, she openly asked me if I was horny.

I said that I feel different and asked her to stop massaging, She wanted that tip badly and then asked me to relax again and sucked my nipple area. I then pushed her off.

I could have walked away, but these high class Spa charge you before you enter.

Then again said this won’t happen. Then she started massaging my legs. I then closed my eyes and was relaxed, later again she moved to my thighs and groins, it again made me horny, seeing that huge Boner she asked me if she can continue, I said ok carry on.

I don’t know what she understood. She started massaging my dick with oil.

I yelled No! She increased the movement, since it was oil, it acted like a lubricant, since she was standing below my waist I tried to push her, she moved a bit and I ended up pushing her boobs, she smiled and then I enjaculated. The sperm ENDED in my chest and beard.

She asked if I had touched boobs for the first time which made me ejaculate. And it was leaking sperm for a long time even though I had jerked off two days earlier. She asked me to give her that Rs 2000, I just wanted to leave the spa, so I threw that Rs 2000 at her. I just yelled at the receptionist, that I am not coming back here anymore. I went back to my room, and saw that my underwear was full of semen. I had to go back home and wash everything separately.

Now, I am worried, since my family has found a bride. Do I need to tell her about this and am I still a Virgin? Did I loose it, I feel sad and embarrassed and feel like killing myself.

I want a women’s view on this 🙁 I haven’t told this to anyone.

Its killing me! I want to kill myself