There is no one I can really ask on this, So I am turning to you guys. I have in the past gave my husband oral sex, I really didn’t enjoy it, and he knows it. For the last couple of months ever time we are alone he ask for it or if we are in the car he’ll ask when will it happen? And if I can or won’t give him a time or a day he gets really upset with me! We are now at the point where we almost are not even speaking. When I have tried to talk to him about how much I dislike that all he keeps says he can not live the rest of his life with out a blow job. I just can not bring myself to do it.