I’ve been distancing myself from her since the last time I saw her (which was Thanksgiving). We’ve made passes at each other and have gotten intimate. Last year in August, I told her I was falling in love with her and she told me she was falling for me, too. Things didn’t go anywhere after that and I moped for a while. I didn’t want to be reminded of it, hence the distancing. Anyway, I got a phone call last night. She asked me to come over so we could talk. I didn’t have any plans, so I went. We talked for a little, and then she decided to kiss me. And if that wasn’t enough, she had to lean in so close that her body grazed mine. Fuck. It’s happening all over again. I can’t help but love her. She’s so intelligent, witty, beautiful, humorous, she’s everything I could ever ask for. We’re perfect together. But she hurt me so much. I want to settle down with her. I want to sleep next to her every night. I want her to read her favorite books to me and vice versa. I want HER. And for some reason she’s not willing to give herself up right now. Am I wasting my time?