Hi all,

I somehow came across this site and thought to ask my question.R

I am 31 and married. Right from 21 after getting a job and money i used to have sex with aunties or bhabis( of course for money). I don’t why but from teenage I have huge obsession on matured ladies.

My wife and I have good sex but my urge to have sex with matured women didn’t stop.

During my initial years I used to have sex with ladies of ages around 35-40. I thought my urge will go away after having sex a couple of times. But I am wrong and that urge still didn’t go away. Surprising I never had sex with young girls. Couple of times I tried to have them but it again ended with bhabhi. Till now I had sex with women from age 30 till 55.

Yes you heard me right.Its 55. Whenever we friends talk about multiple things they always talk about girls. But I am opposite and I am shy to tell my obsession around matured women. Nobody(except one guy) knows about my paid sex.

At my age, Is this kind of obsession on sex with matured ladies normal? I know it’s wrong but I couldn’t control my urge.

Due to the nature of my work which involves travel across multiple states, I have connections in almost many states. Whenever I call them for service they arrange some 40-45 aged women even without asking if  i want a change. Such is my obsession.

I still have huge sexual fantasies with married women and recently I ended up have threesome and double penetration with a women of 43 yrs along with my ofc colleague.

Any tips on how to control this please. I tried multiple things to abstain from this but with no luck.