Will giving blowjob spoil my image as a Woman?
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I’m a 27 year old girl. When I was 19, I was attracted towards my Tuition teacher. He was good looking and sex was a matter of excitement for me.
He taught me every thing about sex. He would fuck me with his tongue and asked me to suck him like in porn movies. I did everything he asked. Believe me, I gave him blowjob everyday for 4 years and he fucked me everyday. Even in my periods, he used to fuck my ass. I was deeply in love with him but later realized, I was just a sex object for him.
In those days, I had a male best friend whom I used to share everything with but only after 3 years of fucking, I confessed to him that I was not a virgin. He was a pervert but still I enjoyed his company. He was good friend and he didn’t harass me or lie for sex.
He would clearly state that his intention was to fuck me. I would let him grope my boobs as if it was unintended. In the mean time, my boyfriend left me. He told me that he was fucking another girl, which really pissed me off.
So, I called my friend and told him to fuck me. In the very first sex encounter, after I kissed him, he asked me for blowjob and I was ready for it. As soon as I sucked his dick, he fucked me vigorously and treated me like a slut. I swallowed his semen everyday and thought he would fall for me.
But realized that it was friend for benefit relationship only. He had a black dick and wouldn’t bathe daily. He would often ask me to suck his dick as soon as he urinated and still I enjoyed it. I had 3 years of sucking and fucking.
I’m now in a serious relationship and getting married soon. My new partner loves me. But his sex is way too traditional. The fact is I love blowjobs although I realized that most girls find it disgusting.
Though, I have seen that Guys may not love me, but they get crazy about sex with me. But these Guys also treat such girls like whores.
I haven’t asked my future husband to let me suck his dick, as I feel he may think of me as a Slut and his behavior towards me may change.
My old friend still asks me if I want to suck his dick and he is ready to give his dick to suck.
I don’t know what to do? What would you have done in my place?
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ou have given us a bold and explicit description of your sexual Life.
We had posted an Article some time ago, of why Women love Bad Guys. And one of the reasons was Bad Guys make great Sex Partners. Your experience seems to second that.
You have mentioned that most Girls do not like to give head. This is not true and Women these days know and understand what pleases their partners and your own experience would have shown you that most men love a good Sucker as our posted pictures indicate. In most cases, when women are in love, they are willing to do anything their partner desires, even if they have to kneel down and suck.
Since you will shortly be getting married to a “good” Guy, you will need to wait before you can express your desire to suck his tool. It would depend on how broad minded he is (and this you can tell only after marriage), for him to accept you to make any sexual moves before marriage. Any sexual indication from you, would make him suspicious.
Have you decided whether you are going to tell him about your past sexual relationships?
You must be aware, that once you have tasted lust (2 of them, literally you have tasted their semen), it is very difficult to forget it. You also seem to still be in touch with your “bad” friend, who has still kept open his offer of tasting and sampling his goods.
You need to think again about your marriage with this good Guy. Are you willing to forget the past, if the Sex does not meet with your expectations?